Not saying its something you would want to happen, but shit if this is your biggest problem rite now then you should go out clubbing in celebration as you really have it very good. your making yourself upset and misserable over something pretty petty. look on the bright side and be thankful you caught a nut and were not beheaded by isis. spur of the moment anal sex with complete strangers in a restroom is a bad call.. stop doing strangers randomly while you have a wife, and basically what everyone else has said. this is a sign you need to re evaluate the way you're behaving, and your relationship. Way to fuck your wife before you bother getting tested.
The thing is, he was in the shed secretly watching transsexual porn when I was in the house waiting for him to come in, and I was more than willing to have sex. so deal with it and find some relief I feel bad for you're wife I'm sure you werent tested before you put you're dirty thing in her thats just as violating as you feel you tricked her you got tricked haha thats what you get..... face your fears and accept responsibility for your behavior. its eating you alive and won't rest until you deal with it.. Without touching her front parts, you put your penis in her anus, threw up on her, punched her in the face, and started referring to her as a guy? (And you cheated on your wife...) I come from a family of Catholics. Op is certainly not being honest with themselves, or others, on many levels. I'm sorry for what you're going through, but maybe now you'll think twice about sticking it in some random person on vacation. But, like I said, that whole story just seems completely ridiculous to me..if the arc of sexual contact has passed COMPLETELY BY putting your hand in between a girl's legs and is now on "fuck me in the ass", there's something wrong there Dude you have to stop telling yourself and asking others if this was rape. You want to tell us this is only the 2nd time you cheated on your wife like that twice is nothing. If it was really a chick you had unprotected sex with, would you go get that HIV test?
I could see how it could really potentially fuck with someone's sense of self, though. Please get an HIV test before you have anymore sex with anyone.
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